Ugh, it really sucks when one of your friends are in the army.

My friend has been in training and he could at any moment go overseas to war, instead of just finishing out his contract.

We used to be so close, and now we aren't since I am lucky if I get to talk to him once a month.

I understand how fighting for your country is a great duty, but it's also hard on your loved ones..

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7ry4cx6HfY

Lyrics:

Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A life to heal the broken heart with all that it could
Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we’re so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can stay
You can stay away forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it’s so hard to stay
When I have so much to say but you're so far away

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you
When He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied

So far away
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to need you to know

Orgy - Fiction

"Guilty by design she's nothing more then fiction.

She dreams in digital 'cause it's better then nothing.

Now that control is gone, it seems unreal, she's dreaming it digital."

-Dreaming about something even if it is false can be better than reality. Don't you think?